Don't run after it

Almost everyday in everyone's life, there comes at least one moment where you feel as if no one trusts you, as if everyone is doubting you, your intentions, your feelings and your actions. And trust me, these moments seriously hurt when you know that you have been as true and sincere as you could or anyone could have possibly been. It is in such times that we feel what wrong have I done? Didn't I do enough to ensure their belief, faith and trust in me. It is also in response to such talks that we hear replies like we trust you but not the world, or that we never asked you anything about where you go what you do. They may haven't. But actions are much more visible than verbal commitments. I don't say that these explanations are wrong. But I have another view on this. Why do we need to worry about anyone's trust on us, in our abilities? A person needs this only when he or she doesn't trust himself/herself or obviously if he has actually broken someone's trust and would want it back. We just need to be true to one person. We just need one person's trust to stay alive and in bliss. And that is none other than we, ourselves. If we are true to ourselves, we know that we haven't broken someone's trust or breached any boundary, then we have no need to worry about whether other people trust or doubt us. It remains of no significance. Because any person who is true to himself/herself is automatically in the good books of his/her God and is true to her/him. And that's I think much more important than the trust of this petty world. So, I suggest you all to, instead of focusing your energy in gaining someone's trust, check whether you have your own soul's trust or not! Don't run after someone's trust, just be true to the person you see everyday when you wake up, in the mirror. That face you see. It is the only face in the whole world which will cry at the same time as you, with you and laugh in the same manner as you. Just gain that person's trust and the journey of life will be so much easier!!