Hit Hard? Who? Never.

It is quite strange that how, how in this big bad world, in this place of sadness and sorrow, you see so many people running just running towards something. Something weird and unknown to me it was, but not now. It seemed so strange, why people are not bothered about the pain, the sorrow around them. So I too leaving behind all the trash, decided to find out what was that strange thing. I took the first step, it was very hard, very hard. Then as a walked towards that light, I felt so much more composed and calm. And then finally I got there, I reached my destination. It was nothing extraordinary, nothing out of the blue. Just a plain old thing that I had been ignoring for a very long time. It was hope, the slightest chance, a 0.01% probability that things will fall into place. And trust me that this probability exists in every situation, even the most difficult of them. It is just something that you hold on to. Till eternity, it is worth trying. And in this very struggle of trying, you reach your destination. And all of this is not philosophy or something just made up. It is tried and tested. If a wave move towards you, pushes you back, hits you hard, none of this is painful or difficult to handle. It is a piece of cake. But when this same wave emerges from within us, pushes us hard, hits us badly. This is when it all gets out of control. It is this same wave that makes us or breaks us. Because if we throw up, we never get back again. But if we hold on to even a pillar of sand or salt, it is definite that we will stand back up and the wave inside of us will actually push us forward towards glory.  

Traición

Why is it that even though we try so hard every day, every moment, every second, but things just don't seem to change! It appears as if life has come to a stand still. It has stopped just where it shouldn't have. How do we define what is enough? Like that's it, this is the limit. Why are some choices so necessary? In two ways, one, people who are in sadness stop crying, and two those in happiness stop smiling. This is an indicator of the fact that yes, they have enough sadness or happiness. It is enough for them. There is no need to be more gracious and shower any of this anymore. There is no need for this anymore. No one follows the principle of give everyone what they deserve because if it were so, then those with excess happiness or sadness would never have felt so numb that the happiness or sadness doesn't matter to them anymore. This is a testimony to the pain that they have gone though. So much, just so much that they have stopped feeling things, stopped communicating, stopped living. And the same is equally true for people who have abundance of happiness. It has blinded them and made them ignorant about the pain in the life of other people. Because you can't turn into a philanthropist and say that yes I have experienced the pain of the world and that I deserve what I have got and I have done my bit to improve the conditions of the world. All those who say this are just big fat liars, whose life is so full of luxuries that what they call charity is actually just some of the extra stuff spilling over, nothing more or less. So I call upon all those in pain, all those like me, all those like us, to kindly stop accepting this charity, goodwill and philanthropy of people these big fat liars. Because they don't actually care about you and nor do our lives depend on them. We don't need their hand to move forward. We have to push them aside so that we get what we deserve.

Mourn-Day

Decency, simplicity and grace

Are all signs of weakness

Not for the heart and mind

But for the society that exists around

This is a serious disaster that is taking place. Moments of intensity and heaviness. The world is turning into a different place. Everything just seems so different- people, places and things. Sometimes we feel like we had known none of them. Every mistake is termed as arrogance and every good deed or gesture as fake. Fake is what the world has become today. There are very few people who look at the real world. Most of them are just lost in the reel world. People no longer seem to be effected by the goodness or uniqueness of others and contrary to what should be happening and is true this uniqueness has become synonymous with ugliness. This is just a pitiable circumstance. This is a moment of mourning that none of seem to be  competent enough to accept the different people and their different ways. 

Volando En El Suelo

We all at some point of time in our lives feel a bit lost, as if traumatised, numb or in an oblivion. There seems absolutely no way out of whatever we are in, and the sad part is we don't even know what we are in. We don't feel like being with people, talking or just about doing anything for that matter. Our heart and mind move at a very slow pace in such times. Time itself seems to have stopped. Happiness doesn't seem to excite us, nor does pain bother us anymore. As I said earlier, everything moves in slow motion and even though we are audience to everything that is happening around us, no matter how big or small, important or not, nothing registers in our mind. It doesn't make sense to us. It just doesn't matter. In such times certain questions arise in our mind like, What is the purpose of our existence? What is the importance of this life? Why do we need to follow dreams? What is the necessity of doing the things that we do everyday in our lives? What is our significance in this world? All these questions may have come to your mind or may not have, if not at some point of time they definitely will. The answers to all these queries don't really exist. We go through many things in life and many of them question our very existence. Rationally thinking, what difference to this big fat world would the life and death of a person mean? If we use any formula and calculate, the answer is the same. It would make no difference as we are not very special or extraordinary people. We are no Presidents or Olympians, we are no celebrities.Then why is our existence required. After looking through possibly all the places that my mind could think of, I found the answer in a very strange place, in my inner self. And to my utter dismay the answer was much more simple than I thought. To us our life, our existence seems very ordinary because we don't believe in it, in ourselves. We don't believe that it is special, very special. That 's it. This is all that makes the difference between some people becoming celebrities and others feeling so disheartened and ashamed of themselves. Agreed, we may not be as beautiful or intelligent as some others, but they may not be so many things that we are, and in most cases they are not even that beautiful, trust me, it's all rotten inside. Our life is much more precious to those around us, our parents, siblings and  friends. They are people who really love us and care for us and will stand by us no matter what. We don't necessarily need the accolades of a million people to feel special, one word of praise and appreciation from our parents does the job well enough. And it is for their happiness that we live, that we do each and everything that we do, every single day in our lives. And trust me for whatever they give us, it is all worth it. So never question your existence or significance in other people's life. It will be as big as you make it, as special as you believe it to be.

Moving Forward

We all know that our lives not perfect. Let alone not perfect, a hell lot of miles away from perfection right? And you know here and there, in the course of life, obstacles are like always there. They don't see who they are coming to. They don't see how much it hurts for us to actually overcome them. And when one goes it is like another was already there to receive us right? And when we look at other people we think Oh God! why have you given all the pain in the world to me? Look at all of them leading their picture perfect lives blissfully! Well I ask you all to stop at that very moment, when any thought of this sort comes into your mind. Why is that our homo sapien species is so fickle minded and narrow in their approach towards life that they always think about what they don't have and just truly believe in the fact that the grass is greener on the other side! And I have no shame to say this I too think so! Without doubt, each and every one of us, no matter how hard we try to deny it or avoid it, hearts in hearts, we all know this hardcore truth. And this is no ordinary problem, it is a disease like plague, once we get it its hard to let go. And trust me, we don't realise how far this petty disease  has already ruined our lives. So much of our time, we spend cribbing about what we don't have rather than appreciating what we do. I don't say that we should be satisfied with life, no not at all. But wouldn't it be more appropriate if all of our energy that we spend cribbing about  things we actually use it to earn those things? Wouldn't it be more sensible to do so? Life is too short to cry over things or topple over obstacles. It moves at a very high pace much faster than we can even imagine to imagine to imagine. We can't move at that pace but it is high time that we stop wasting time on cribbing over what we not have and whatever we have to face. Instead of thinking of how bad things are for you, let's just think about all those people who are so much worse than us and also we think about making our as well as the life of such people much better than what it is. Because in order to move forward it not necessary always to step foot on the failures of others and turn them into your gains. It is a lot more easier to propel upwards when you have someone along with you to hold your hand and push you through instead of someone just pulling you back down.