Amar A Desear

It is human nature that we want things that are out of our reach. Why are we so attracted to such entities? I have no clue. But what do we do in such a situation, when our heart wants something so bad, but our mind is very well aware of this fact that it is not possible for us to have it? Also, sometimes we long for something so much, but we know we are not deserving of it. What do we do here? Forget it? Ignore our feeling, our liking, our longing for that thing that dream? Should this be our plan of action? I doubt it. Our heart and mind are different entities with their own weird and segregated sense of functioning and understanding. But one point where they intersect is this present situation. If we don't get anything, something is not as we want it to be, and we know that we can't change that, it is very difficult for us to accept the same. But feeling dejected, we just bury all our feelings and try to move forward in life. For some time, it may seem that everything is fine and we have moved forward, but the truth is that memory always remains in our head and heart. It just doesn't go. And throughout our lives, the memory stays with us and reminds us of what we didn't get, what we lost. It is like a permanent storehouse of sorrow and dejection, and when these doors open, a waterfall of emotions rolls out from our eyes. So, as I never want this storehouse to exist within me, I have devised an action plan for the same. Try. Yes, we need to try. Till the time we won't take a step towards what we want, it will always remain out of our reach. Till the time we don't try and be worthy of something, we will never be able to find out how much we want that thing. Till the time we don't put in effort and toil hard, we will never know what all we can achieve. And if in spite of doing this too we don't get the thing that we want? Well then we start over again. Because if we love that thing so much and our life is worth living for it, then why not start off by giving life to its pursuit. And trust me, if we really love a thing so much, we will get it in some form or the other. This is nature's rule, I believe. But then remember your love for that thing, your desire should be so so so so so so strong that nothing can stand in your way, not even you yourself. So with these lines, I end this post and hope that life shows each one of us something, some goal that we long for so much, that we are willing to give up our very life for it! A  desire so strong, passion like a storm, that nothing stands in our way!

What's enough ?

What's enough?

To stop and stare

Move forward and glare 

At life and it's sense

Hypocritical nonsense 

What's enough ?

Give up your dream

Dreading a loud scream 

From the hell below

Or where blessings bestow?

What's enough?

To breath a sigh 

Even when you're high 

Trusting your soul 

Is it to reach your goal

What's enough?

Bury your heart within 

The sands of sin 

Not committed alone 

But impelled to atone

What's enough 

Beauty of the heart 

Not good to start

Body remains in mind

Heart is to find

What's enough?

Sacrifice to you 

Without a clue

Consequences dawn

Upon a bed of mourn

What's enough ?

To bid adieu 

Letters alone a few

Far away is self

Now from myself

What's enough?

Lines to meet

Never for sweet

Roundabouts surround

Destiny yours abound 

What's enough?

Lay a confession

Stand a concussion

Apologies that never mend

Reach no happy end